Standing at the punch table swallowing punch
can’t pay attention to the sound of anyone
a little more stupid, a little more scared
every minute more unprepared

I made a mistake in my life today
everything I love gets lost in drawers
I want to start over, I want to be winning
way out of sync from the beginning

I wanna hurry home to you
put on a slow, dumb show for you
and crack you up
so you can put a blue ribbon on my brain
god I’m very, very frightening
I’ll overdo it

Looking for somewhere to stand and stay
I leaned on the wall and the wall leaned away
Can I get a minute of not being nervous
and not thinking of my dick
My leg is sparkles, my leg is pins
I better get my shit together, better gather my shit in
You could drive a car through my head in five minutes
from one side of it to the other

I wanna hurry home to you
put on a slow, dumb show for you
and crack you up
so you can put a blue ribbon on my brain
god I’m very, very frightening
I’ll overdo it

You know I dreamed about you
for twenty-nine years before I saw you
You know I dreamed about you
I missed you for
for twenty-nine years

You know I dreamed about you
for twenty-nine years before I saw you
You know I dreamed about you
I missed you for
for twenty-nine years

flllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy highhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

the national is so beautiful it makes me cry sometimes. it makes me emotional everytime. boxer amazes me, without fail, everytime i hear it.

dreams are one of the craziest things about life

you can't force anything
but you can fix some things
you can't erase things
but you can just chill and see where it all takes you
i can pretend im just hanging out on a boat in a river

i've been sick all week and it's only getting worse!

but last night i had a dream that i cleaned a whole washing machine using only clorox wipes....how lame am i?

loveee for every human being on earth =)

although i always feel like a creep when i used smiley faces.

hello new jersey.
so happy to see you again<3

theory without action
vs
action without theory

.
like
words
falling
from
the
sky
.
penniless
pride
.